Sigh…. My life. What I wrote tonight in my diary. I hope someone feels this way and its not just me but at the same time I wish no one will ever have to feel this way.

Maybe I’m just that girl that is meant to have 100 perfect relationships but never have any of them actually have that happy ending. Maybe I’m just always meant to be “the girl that got away” or the “girl that changed the beast to a man” but never actually have a man who wants me in my entirety. Maybe I’m meant to be a drifter with a broken heart always looking to be healed just so it may become broken again..